E.N.G.A.G.E.D

YES! That's right, I am officially engaged. It turns out Darcy still feels the same way and still wanted to marry me. I could not be happier. I cannot wait until I am married and settled into a home. He makes me the happiest girl in the world!

Confused!

I know I said it wasn't a good idea to tell Darcy of my feelings, but every time I see him he seems like he's flirting with me! He is always asking how my family and I are. He's always finding excuses to talk to me or sit next to me. I really just want him to know. Maybe there is a chance.....

Talking?

Darcy and I are talking a lot more now, which is good. I really just want to tell him how I feel, but I can't. I know that after being refused once, he will not give me another chance.....

Flirting

I don't know if it is just me or what, but I am sensing some flirtatious vibes from Darcy. I always catch him looking at me or watching what I do. I just want to run up and hug him but I know I can't. I'm acting silly....

I'm going to talk to him

I am going to tell Darcy how I feel. I don't care what he says or does, I just can't have this bottled up anymore. I have always loved him but I am just now realizing it....



scratch that I can't tell him!

Epiphany

It is official. I have mentally declared that I have feelings for Darcy. Seeing him makes it a tad harder, though, because I know he will not love me back....not again at least.........

Think about him....

Seeing Darcy again is a little overwhelming for me. I have so many thoughts going through my mind and so many questions. I know for a fact that he will never be willing to ope up to me about his feelings again, not after what I did to him.........