E.N.G.A.G.E.D

YES! That's right, I am officially engaged. It turns out Darcy still feels the same way and still wanted to marry me. I could not be happier. I cannot wait until I am married and settled into a home. He makes me the happiest girl in the world!

Confused!

I know I said it wasn't a good idea to tell Darcy of my feelings, but every time I see him he seems like he's flirting with me! He is always asking how my family and I are. He's always finding excuses to talk to me or sit next to me. I really just want him to know. Maybe there is a chance.....

Talking?

Darcy and I are talking a lot more now, which is good. I really just want to tell him how I feel, but I can't. I know that after being refused once, he will not give me another chance.....

Flirting

I don't know if it is just me or what, but I am sensing some flirtatious vibes from Darcy. I always catch him looking at me or watching what I do. I just want to run up and hug him but I know I can't. I'm acting silly....

I'm going to talk to him

I am going to tell Darcy how I feel. I don't care what he says or does, I just can't have this bottled up anymore. I have always loved him but I am just now realizing it....



scratch that I can't tell him!

Epiphany

It is official. I have mentally declared that I have feelings for Darcy. Seeing him makes it a tad harder, though, because I know he will not love me back....not again at least.........

Think about him....

Seeing Darcy again is a little overwhelming for me. I have so many thoughts going through my mind and so many questions. I know for a fact that he will never be willing to ope up to me about his feelings again, not after what I did to him.........

Jane

I am truly Happy for Jane. I had my doubts about Bingley when he left her. However, now that I see he has come back for good and is dedicated to her, I could not be more grateful to him that he is in her life....

Talk

My mother will not shut up about the wedding. She just can't! I mean, she has a hard time keeping her mouth shut when nothing is going on, but now that there is a wedding to be planned, she is going nuts.....

One more time

I know I have said this WAY too many times, but i feel as if i need to say another because people just don't seem to understand: I DO NOT LIKE DARCY!


There...

Overwhelmed...

I cannot seem to think straight these days. I have so much going on and everyone seems to be overwhelming me. It has mostly to do with the whole Darcy thing. Every thinks that I like him when I do not. Their posts are just as to-the-point as if they were speaking to me directly...

Everyone: Keep Your Thoughts to Yourself!

I don't care how many people think they know what I want, I do not have feelings for Darcy. Everyone needs to mind their own business. People are going behind my back and talking about how they think I should "admit that i like him". NO!......

My Mother Drives Me CRAZY

It seems as if all my mother can talk or think about is marrying off her daughters. I get that she means well and wants us to be happy, but it just seems like she wants us out. Is she that eager to get us our of the house and her care? .....

Still upset....

Its been a few days. I'm still thinking about how Darcy had the nerve to ask me to be his wife. Why would he think I could ever be? There must be something wrong with him because he was way too much pride...

A Proposal? Really??

DARCY PROPOSED TO ME. Really? He thinks I would actually want to marry him? Of all the things he could do to make me hate him more, this has got to be the worst. I can't even think straight right now....

Darcy

I cannot fathom why Mr. Darcy thinks he can still talk to me. Who does he think he is? He is like a gnat: he just never goes away. He annoys me so much, I just want to scream...

The Trip

I have gone to stay away from home with the Gardiners. Guess who just happens to be there? Yes, Mr. Darcy, of all people is in the area as well. I don't think this trip is going to go very well, not if he keeps trying to talk to me.....